Saturday, July 21, 2012

this one thing in my mind :')


I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

If my text,calls and love hurt you because i make you missing me even more,i'm sorry.. you just so irresistible ,and letting you go is my only  option here,im so sorry..

i will care for you,i keep thanking you,you just dont know but thats the only thing make me stronger :)

thanks for the memory my love :)

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Jofelinno 2012,my best time ever :)



terdetik rasa dihati nak menulis balik,
dah lama xmenghadap blog aku yang mungkin penuh dengan sawang dan spider web,
aku bukan jenis obsessive blogger,just sometimes when i had something great in my life,
i want to share it with all of you..

my college,kolej perdana utm, had assist this one event that we call Johor Felda Innovation or in much shorter word is JOFELINNO '12. this is my first time joining event that for me got a lot of values. i've learned so much from this program. the first week during gerak kerja is hectic and messed up, but the result is real awesome!

i get to meet tonnes of amazing person, a few that made me cry and sobbing like baby. frankly, i was really sad this program ends but i know,we will still meeting up soon. i got this mak and abah also family that made me feels like home. i got this one new sister that make me feel loved and trust me. i got this whole team that help and lend me a serious hand whenever i need them. i got a group of students that missed us when the program ends. this thing make me feel like life is really good.

everything that starts surely will come to an end. life is always like that, no matter how hard it is, im accepting the fact that i need to face this ending, and for me its a happy ending. im gonna miss you all mak, abah, cikgu zaida, adik2 and tenggaroh's pedestrian. thanks for the experience, tenderness, love, careness and welcoming our time staying there. there's nothing i can do to retribute your kindness, only my pray will accompany you all along the life journey. we will meet again later, dont worry.

people says that picture worth thousands word, but which words?
so i let them talk to you :')


our arrival :)

choir :)

beyonce concert on the house,hahahha 
netball friendly

fasi in action :)

missing this little nugget :)

opening by the principle

our little brothers and sisters 

souvenir for the chaperon :') 

Formal pose

they're crazy,so am i :)


so xmalu,crying like baby T_T

our family :)

balik dulu mak abah :')


thats all i guess, if you think like "eleh budak nie,benda camni pon nak nangis bagai,poyo je..", screw you,i cherish this moment because its one of the best time in my life, and im not gonna waste that on people like you. hahahahaa..until later guys, love you and miss all of you :)

a little closing rhythm..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCrAU6oap9o

salam dunia, thanks Allah for everything :')








Tuesday, November 22, 2011

listen....

dear diary,
im currently listen to 'listen' by beyonce..
lagu nie sangat best bagi aku,
sbb lagu nie bagi aku semacam satu semangat..
actually aku tgh kehilangan semangat aku sekarang..
i miss my old me..
semangat,mana kau?pulanglah ke pangkuanku..
lagu listen nie actually menyuruh aku as a listener mendengar suara dalam hati aku yang menyuruh aku jadi diri aku sendiri..
no need to pretend like somebody else..
dan membisikkan pada aku agar bersedia untuk menempuh hari yang akan datang..
i like it so much..
biar pon aku baru je discover lagu nie,tapi it still sedap didengar..
this songs at once motivate me to be a tough lady..
iron lady..hahaha..
semangat ye hidayah sofia!

here's the lyrics :)

Listen lyrics
Songwriters: Preven, Ann; Cutler, Scott; Knowles, Beyonce; Krieger, Henry;

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

workout!

cuti,cuti,cuti..

cuti dah dekat dua bulan tapi aku xkeje dan duk umah je..
hahahhaaa..ade hal ke?suka hati lah kan..
memandangkan aku dah cuti berkurun lama dan aku xkeje,
jadi aku perlu menjaga makan agar xkembang semangkuk badan nie...
tapi kalau dah takde kerja kat rumah,makan je la kerjanya..
jadi aku habiskan masa dengan mengadap House MD full season..
best woo..lisa eds,olivia wilde and jenn morrs are damn awesome..
aku suka gila dgn lisa cuddy,then aku salu tgk dia salu workout..
so aku mengambil inisiatif utk jadkan dia role model sbb dia sgt hoottt...
setiap ptg aku memaksa siri bersenam..
bahagiian depan rumah tu dah macam gym dah..
mcm2 alat ade..
diet pon aku amalkan jugak..
makan sekali sehari sahaja..kurangkan pengambilan nasi..hahhahaa
i want abbsss...like a lot..
haahahahahaa...
yg penting aku kena tingkatkan usaha..
hahahahhaa...yakin boleh,mesti boleh..hahahha..

tempat aku menghabiskan masa lapang
doakan aku dapat abbbsss ek..hahaha

Friday, May 13, 2011

welcome big girl...

mulut kata ya,
mata kata ya,
tapi hati kata tidak..
dah dekat 2 months bercuti..baru kali ini terdetik untuk menaip lagi..
last two days is my birthday,as usual nothing much too say..
dozen of wishes and cake,thats more than enough..
thank you Allah for this perfect life,
for every breathe that i take with your permission for each of that,
Alhamdullilah for your forgiveness and guidance,
my last birthday with number 1 infront of my age,
makin umur meningkat,makin banyak yg perlu dipelajari dalam hidup,
makin besar tanggunjawab,dan hati ini perlu makin tabah..
Allah tidak memberi apa yang kita mahu,
tapi apa yg kita perlukan,
bila hendak melihat betapa bertuahnya kita,
lihatlah mereka yang kurang bernasib baik berbanding kita,
nescaya kita akan lebih bersyukur..

hidup sempurna bukan sahaja kemewahan,kekayaan dan kecantikan,
tapi keredhaan,kesabaran dalam setiap musibah melanda dan kesungguhan untuk memperbaiki hidup,
jadikan setiap perkara buruk yang berlaku kepada kita sebagai titik tolak untuk sesuatu yg lebih baik,
apa guna rumah besar tapi hujung bulan menggaru kepala membayar hutang,
apa guna cantik tapi terpaksa menanggung kesakitan,
jadi diri sendiri,tapi ke arah yang baik,
kadang2 suara hati bukan semua baik,
ada suara hati yang mengarah ke jalan yang satu lagi,
tapi tetapkan hati ada yang lebih baik menanti..

bila berbicara soal cinta, hati dan perasaan,
tiada yg lebih indah dari berkongsi segala dengan kaum yg lagi satu,
sebagai manusia itu fitrah,tiada yang ditakdirkan bersendiri,tetapi kita boleh memilih untuk bersendiri sekiranya diri belum cukup bersedia,
semuanya di tangan kita,
so live your life..

mata pon dah mengantuk..
selamat malam duniaku...
semoga yang akan datang lebih indah..
thank you Allah...

Monday, February 7, 2011

happy birthday my dear..

this entry is dedicated to beloved friend of mine,syazwani akmal ahmad kamal,omg,today is ur birthday,our friendship starts at tgb and there will never had an end,only death stops it,nothing i can give to you other than my pray for u for every single minute hoping u always happy in your live my dear,thanks for all the things u gave and done to me,there nothing i can afford to pay all that my dear,be happy,be safe and i love u so much dear,take care and i hope both of us can achieve our dreams k my dear,this song is dedicated for you dear...

by:Corrinne May - The Birthday Song

Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true
So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes
Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true


wunny <3
last but not least,hepi birthday wunny..i love u!!